Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Day Seven- My Ex

N,

I thought you were the most gorgeous guy that I had ever laid eyes on. I had the hugest crush on you from the get go, but I knew that we were very different. We started hanging out, and you gave me the benefit of the doubt. I always had so so much fun when I was with you. But, it wasn't me. I changed who I was to be with you. I pushed my mom away for you. Seriously?? You never really wanted to meet her, you never wanted to hang out at my house. Why did I waste so much time on you? We broke up, and I even went back to you. You taught me that it is so not worth it to change who I am for a boy. Never again will I make that mistake. I think I fell for the idea of you, instead of the actual you. I thought you were beautiful, charming, sweet, and funny. But in all actuality, you are a prick. My best friend hated you. I should've known. But, I thank you for teaching me some very important lessons. For that, I am thankful.
I hope you have a great and happy little pastor life.

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